I think I am qualified to comment on leadership, having been taking two doctoral on Leadership , Business and Educational Leadership. To be frank, I don’t consider myself a good leader. Thats why I always tell students, you can look for good examples yourself, the bad example is standing right in front of you…..my temper is lightning fast….but after the flash comes the regrets

Sad to be in Singapore, I think I will spend more time in Sweden in the coming months. Taking a break from my doctorate, I found something very interesting – the study of Food. That will be taking me 3 to 6 months in Sweden. Also really longed for my two nephews, must go back Australia to help them with their Pokemon Card collections.

I still feel very bad, those people keep stinging me. I have to defend myself. But it is like defending yourself with only one single weapon – a bazooka. I DON’T want to fight. Why must they keep pressing me. I never ever put down my legal credentials, you will have many friends looking for you from everything to divorce to whatever. But I am not a lawyer, I am an academic, you tell me common legal issues still can, more complicated is beyond me unless you touch on my specialty. Problem is once you specialized too early, it isn’t easy to go back and start again. But I do know enough law to handle anyone, even if I don’t, my cohorts are more than capable. But I don’t want to use that Bazooka!?!?!? I can’t refute lies with half truths, I need to tell the entire truths, and that can hurt others extremely deeply.

Should have left for Australia last month, starting to regret staying. But here the food is really nice……

But my main concern is, can I protect myself here without hurting anyone? Be it career or whatever. I do not want to hurt anyone or harm anyone in whatever ways. But all are pressuring me to hit back and protect myself.

I called up to rebuke the police woman, but when her colleague pick up the phone saying she just finished her 24 hour shift. I choked back whatever I wanted to say. Can only tell her not urgent. Will call 2mor. She is also flesh and blood and a human being. I guess I was too harsh. 24 hour shift is no joke especially with demanding people the sorts of me. Really tough work. You want to be harsh and hard hearted but sometimes your heart soften by itself, no control…….